Drowning myself in my inadequacy
Why do I listen why do I listen
I give up my ownership of my will to please
People pleaser people pleaser
I hope it’s time for me to break out
From this cavernous phase of life
I hope it’s now for me to takeout
This negative brain lifelong chain
Nearly 55 and finally plum
After years of being done
Feelings are worthless because they change
Because they change
You hang me out to dry I’m always
The elephant in the room
I’m sorry I had no confidence to shove your gloom down your throat.
A thought today ruins tomorrow
I just wish I felt no sorrow
