I No Longer

I no longer feel the same do you feel it too

I no longer feel the rain does it pour down over you

I’m no longer shamed by what was done

I no longer feel I’m on the run from you

I no longer feel the pain, but I see you hurt

It no longer seems to change the way I feel

I’m no longer scared by what was done

I no longer feel I’m on the run from you

I no longer see the end of my dream

I no longer feel the need to redeem

I no longer have a soul that needs saving

I no longer feel the need to be your saviour

Because time was all I needed

Time was what I thought I didn’t have

Couldn’t you have said don’t worry this time

Couldn’t you have read my imperfect mind

There is nothing in the world like spiritual pain

There is nothing like taking all the blame

God, is this what you saw in me

Was I just predestined to be

Always on the outside of your grace

the mention of my name brought you disgrace

I turned to writing for therapy after a long period of ill-health. I have just returned to work. I am a researcher, writer, and Mental Health Advocate.

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